Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Don't Have to Die in the Bed



I don't have to die in the bed
don't have to die in the bed
I can do anything in this whole damn world 
but I don't have to die in the bed

I can do Haldol and Armor-all, Pine-sol and Geritol
Corvette, Mustang, Lexus & poontang
oxy and hydro, nitro and fibro
Beefaroni, canneloni, Rice-a-roni, pepperoni
Motorola, Coca-cola, rock-n'-rollin' ayatollah

Don't have to die in the bed
Don't have to die in the bed
I can do anything in this whole damn world 
But I don't have to die in the bed

I can do Percoset and Tagamet,Port-o-let, Letraset
Zantac and Xanax, Xyrtek and Tampax
Panax and Ex-lax, Timex and Sexwax
Nasdaq, Sanalac, gun rack, multitrack
Morphine, Ketamine, Liquid Plumber, Tang and Hummer
Don't have to die in the bed, etc...

(bridge)
I can do Ativan, Diovan, ampersand, campervan
Trilene, Visine, magazine, Ethylene
Codeine, Primatein, caffeine, nicotine
Downy and Bounty and downers and brownies
Methane, ethane, propane, novocaine
aniline, vitamin, theramin, Ionimine
Cortisone, Methadone, Acetone, pheromone
Petaluma, Catalina, melanoma, Pasadena
Pooper-scooper, super-duper Alley-oop or Gary Cooper
Don't have to die in the bed....etc

I can do Phen-fen, X-men, Valium and Aspirin
Advil, Placidil, any kind of pain pill
Tex-mex, Kleenex, Windex, Plavix
SUVs, TIAs, LTDs, PSAs
ACT, QVC, SAT, GED
MIT & RIP, Baby give it all to me!
Don't have to die in the bed, etc...

M@ 2009

..apologies to Johnny Cash.

A Picture



her feet are tucked under, her arm is outstretched, fingers extended
what is she thinking? her face is so clear and unlined
she watches in silence, a moment in time never rescinded
noone to witness, no ripple from anyone's mind

a pebble is moving to send out its lines, water is waiting
still in forever, the moment continues to fall
the surface unbroken from now until then indivisible
floating unnoticed, let everything rise to her call

a basket or cradle, a harp or a loom on her lap is suspended
soon it will waken and take on the shape she commands
her hands hold the bottle, the warp or the strings, these softly tended,
bended to manifest  pattern unfolding from strands

I hear the harmonics that summon a note to begin
I see the design that emerges from under the thread
the child that awakens and cries in the night for her skin
the food that she carries aloft on the top of her head
the image that's born from a dreamer asleep in a bed 

come carry me mother, I wait for your touch, arms are wide open
play on the instrument making the air in us ring
to be everything and the absence that gives birth to hoping 
make me a cloth for cold winter that follows the spring

M@ 2010


Beach Song



 I hear through my thin walls a cry
  in the shack by the ocean where I lie
  the sound of two people inside
  in the dark, when the moon is not so high
  "Oh my lover I love you, come to me
  Oh my lover I love you, come to me"

  I can't sleep, I walk in the moonlight
  with the sound ringing 'round inside my head
  I know they are trying to be so quiet
  but they can't keep from calling out instead
  "Oh my lover I love you, come to me
  oh my lover I love you, come to me"

  "I have waited for you so long
   in the night with a fire in the wind
  I have waited for you so long
  now I lie in your holy arms again."

  I come back to see they are sleeping
  in the sand like a puppy or a child
  I'll hold your secret for safekeeping
  for the sound of the fire in the wild

  but the echo of your lovemaking
  keeps me up long beyond the sunrise
  like a cymbal or a bell that rings
  long beyond any time the drummer strikes
  "oh my lover I love you, come to me
  oh my lover I love you, come to me"

     M@  2009

Graphite Harp


trying to make a graphite harp
one that won't fall flat or pull up sharp
always liked the way they sound
don't stick around, they're just too tightly wound

too many strings attached
too many things made of wood show cracks
none will last a century
not for money or love, not you or me

see them in dustbins
see them in museums
look but don't touch, they stop playing too soon
angels in heaven, men on the moon
frozen in icecubes
pictures in the bible
dinosaur amber, the harmonies scored
parents are worried, children are bored

trying to let the top play in
wait, it gets better, an older Gibson
pre-war Martin, National Steel
newer's not real, they just don't have the feel

Stradivarius in time
sold at an auction, hell of a find
limited by fewer notes
learn it by rote but a harp's not a coat

can't be kept in the right mix of dry
still it falls in on itself by and by
none will last a century
meant to be played if its made of a tree
won't even live seventy
soon it's just furniture, firewood, free

'S why I want a graphite harp
don't look as good but it won't fall apart
keep on ringing, beautiful sound
bring them around when I'm under the ground

M@2010



You're My Shelia


you're my Sheila
I want another girl I never feel her
and when the dogs are sniffing round
I send them all off to the pound
I'll keep you tethered to the ground
dope or tequila

you're my Betty
I love you, I was young, I loved my teddy
sometimes it even feels infirm
I'm like a hungry dried-out worm
up nights and Sundays at the firm
I wasn't ready

you're my Debby
I'll keep you even when you get too heavy
so if I'm lazy and I'm bald
when Mother Nature hasn't called 
when heat has lost the power to scald 
will you forget me?

I overlook the hairy chin 
the somewhat loopy gappy grin
falling asleep while I just talk
flouride, it's like my teeth on chalk
the chest that searches Davy's Locker
booty lost from knickerbockers
sin deserts the dull synapses
please forgive me all my lapses

you're my Linda
and even when I hate you I'll befriend you
we're like two peas inside a pod
I thank a nonexistent God
you spoiled the child and spared the rod
a goal tender

M@ 2010




Gecko Wind



cockroaches and silverfish
coming out of drains
they scuttle wildly, place to place
errant thoughts from brains
the overflowing vegetation's
trying to explode
something wants to crack the floor
down under the commode

Gecko wind, the tropics tend
to make Hyde into Jeckyll
the blazing sun, the rains that run
the darkening of freckles
the blonding hair, the bonding air
defeat my good intention
Lying low, I let it go
it doesn't warrant mention

mosquitos giant take the pint
deflate my epidermis
I must've left some food bereft
the sound of rustling squirmis
A lizard's crawled into the airconditioning again
now I smell, a gust from hell 
like wet flesh from the vent

Gecko wind, the tropics tend
to make me overheated
anxieties and pieties, I fly to these, I cheated
I lie in sand, I play my hand
my skin begins to fry
from white to pink to brown to red
from seat to deeper-seated

consider next: how making art 
is like taking a shit
I flex my pecs and squeeze my cheeks but
nothing comes of it
I'm off the charts with songs and farts
the body of work fills
I never get that floaty feel
without the sweats and chills

Gecko wind, the tropics tend
to offer some redemption
a change of pace, a sunburned face
the winter needs preemption
I pack my bag, I buy some rags
I make my reservations
there's got to be some state of me 
that wants to change the stations

soggy matches,come in snatches
ideas just like this
I'm out of bed, songs in my head
or maybe just to piss
my gut expands, the beer and sandwiches begin to clog
the night is gone and now it's dawn
with roosters, bugs and frogs

Gecko wind, the tropics tend to skew my sense of reason
I'm glad I've had, they're not half bad
the seasonings and seasons
I can't complain, it's not a strain
to strain out rice and muses
I thank my stars, take rental cars
motorbikes and cruises


M@ 2010




Not a Rock Star




I'm not a rock star
don't try to tell me what to do 
don't try to tell me you are
I'm not a rock star
I never learned a single lesson
never play my guitar

I couldn't carry half a tune 
my aim is not at the moon
I'm not  a rock star
(yeah, yeah, yeah)

I'm not Jagger
don't have a titty entourage
got no theatrical stagger
I'm not Mcartney
so don't you give me no massage
or take the piss out of me

nobody pony up the cash
nobody break out the stash
I'm not a rock star
(yeah, yeah, yeah)

I'm not  Jesus
I'm not  Buddha Muhammad, don't mix me up with your mama
 do what I pleases
I ain't looking for no trouble
don't you pop my little bubble

take the wind out my sails
or get the cross and the nails
I'm not a rock star
(yeah, yeah, yeah)

American Idol sickens me
I never got it down that good
running on the treadmill, climbing the tree
I wouldn't even if I could
I'm not  a rock star
(yeah, yeah, yeah)

don't need instruction
don't need an agent's advice
so don't you catch me thinking twice
no introductions
I got no royalty checks
I got no muscle to flex

so much I want you all to hear
can't stand you coming too near
I'm not a rock star
(yeah, yeah, yeah)

M@ 2010